i'm sorry baby girl....
i do wanna help you...
i do...
i didnt means to make the condition worst...
i just care too much about you...
i hope you understand about it...
i do...
i try so hard to fix things up, and you knew i'm real for that...
serious, no lie in between...
i'm over worry about you...i know...
but try to think in my shoe, baby...
when you said you wanna go so far...how i feel?
i'm worry...
i'm waiting you to tell me the detail...
i'm waiting you to ask me for the trip together...
you didnt...
and i didnt ask...
cuz i believe you'll tell...
but you didnt...
i started to think too much about it...
what if bad things happened?...
how can i reach by your side at the very first minute?...
i scare you not able to take good care of yourself...my girl...
i scare you get hurt....
i do...
until today....mum told me a story
until today only i notice, i miss something...
i were worry all the time...
fight my chance day and night...
fix things up as hard as possible...
stay confidence and believe in fate...
that we are make for pair,for each other...
even i went to low profile for every things...
and yet...
i overlook...
till today, just now...
only i know what you want now...
...freedom...
i overlook that...love cant hold tight like now...
you need freedom and i need secure...
need you...
that is what we fighting for...
from begin till now...
you dont need time...you need freedom...
i hold you to tight...
that's why you stress...am i?
i'm sorry that i didnt notice it early...
but now i'm...
...i still believe you will be back baby...
i believe i'll be a better man or you...
....i do appreciated every chance given...
believe me...i'm...
and sorry that i understand it late...
but never too late...
now i trust you, i feel you...and i know you better...
at this very moment...i'm afraid of losing you...
i'm so silly...hate myself...
for missing smth so detail...
i'm sorry baby...
i love you