never think of it...
what happened last night...
was out of my wildest imagination...
never think i'll be like that...
not even i'm in bad mood or anger...
none of the ppl i know will ever believe how i'm last night...
not even myself...
first time rushing out like that...
first time didnt give a damn on how i look...
first time treat you like that...
first time drive like that...
i'm crazy last night...
i'm...
baby...i were hoping things to be fix...
but you driving me crazy...
i dono who i'm last night, and i dono who you are...
not anymore...
what you said last night...
fell deep in to my heart and soul...
it didnt hurt me like how i expected...
i'm stronger than last time?...
or i still believe?...
....no idea...
but i know...i'm not silly that i love you...
i know what you did,it hurt me, but i never blame you...
i know you lying, but i never ask you for the reason...
i know about you and him, and i never ask more...
i know you dont love me, and i never care more for myself...
i know you leaving, i never wanna let you go...
doing this, all just becuz i care...i care about you more than myself
our time is short, like firework...
shine at the vy beginning...
and dim for the rest of it life...
happiness do stay between us...
but, just before we notice...it leave...
mayb i know, somewhere deep in my soul
that 'love' never lasts...
i have always lived like this...
keeping a comfortable distance with love...
up until that day...
making my first step...
i try to reassemble everything...
try to believe in our love will end like a fairy tale...
think that you will be an exception...
think that you are worth to risk for...
you have been the one for me...
you have been my dream...
I'm a dreamer...when i wake...
you cant break my spirit...
is my dream you take...
and as you move on, dont remember me...
remember how we use to be...
I've watched you sleeping for a while...
in my dream...
i'll be the father of your child...
i'll spent my lifetime with you...
we had our doubts but we end out fine...
i said 'I love you' in my dream, and i know it true...
i had a tight grip on reality...
but i cant let go what's in front of me here...
i know you're leaving...
but when i awake in the morning
i always hope...
you'll leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream...