Dec 24, 2010

limited edition...of me

How do you feel when you call me 'Bii ' for the very first time?...

is it just a normal term for you to address a guy?...

How do you feel when you hug me for the first time?...

is it just a way you show friendly to other?...
 
How do you feel when you kiss me for the first time?...

is it just a normal behave of you?...

you have no idea on all those you did...

i dont really know you after all...

but i sure you dont know how it is for me too...

you make me smile like i'm the only guy in your world when you call me bii...

just by calling me bii could cheer my day out of the blue...

your hug is so powerful that able to hold me together when i'm were going to fall apart...

put me up, keep me on my foot when i'm knock down by reality...

your kiss melt my heart like a candy...

make me felt that you are who i'm searching for my whole life...

make me feel like...you are my everything...

you are so wonderful, you are so....everything...

either that is a joke god put on us, or it was you fooling me at the beginning...
 
time flew like wind...touch my face at the moment it leave...

few months past...just like that...

i bear with you as you ask me to...

just to make us end with a happy ending...

and yet you cant stand for it...asking ' why you bear with me'

i smile...even it so ironic...

it was a fairy tale if you ask other...

i do feel the same, if you ask me...

but you know...deep down inside...

it ironic...for those excuses you told me...

for those excuses to break up...

for those thing you wrote...

it just simply ironic... 

the pain you mark on my heart...

is like a tattoo...it's irremovable...

all l i ever asked is your love...

i tried to gave you what i have...

but you tossed it in the trash...
girl what you don't understand is...

i'd catch a grenade for you...
throw my hand on a blade for you...

 i'd jump in front of a train for you...

you know I'd do anything for you...

I would go through all this pain you gave me....

and take a bullet straight through my brain...

Yes...

I would die for you girl...

but you won't do the same...

if my body was on fire you'll watch me burn down in flames...

watch me burn down into ashes...

you said you loved me baby...i wouldn't believe it anymore...

not you...

cause you never, ever, ever did baby... 

i will tear my own heart apart...rather then letting you hurt me...

i'll move on...
thank you for making me what i'm today...

i forgive you and i will forget about you...

i will still remember the song we heard together...

but i'll not remember how you are...

i will still remember how crazy i'm on the road for that day...

but i'll not remember why i do that for...

i'll not address other 'baby' not becuz it remind me about you...

but becuz i care for the only one i love....

and call her baby when i know she do serious with me too... 

i deserve better...

at least to someone who really treasure me...

girl...still remember the shoe i throw away?...

is a limited edition...isn't it..

is that why you care it so much?...

just becuz the word of ' limit edition '?....

i'm also a limited edition....