is holiday today...
many things that i plan to do it with you....
shopping,dinner,movie...any things you name it...
you know i would love to give my time to you....
i would like to bring you with me for my family dinner...
a lot to share...a lot to tell....
thousand of word in my mind
but....
i....cant find a single word to tell you how much i miss you...
not a single word can match my huge feeling toward you...
do you know that...
if i were a fish, you are my water...
without you, i'm hardly survive...
if i were bird, you are my wind...
without you, flying high is meaningless...
without you...
life is getting harder...
heart feel heavier...
even....
smile seem to be no meaning beside of pretending....
just becuz you not around...
happiness means nothing if you are not here to share with me...
love make me stronger day by day when you around....
but it killing me every single moment when you leaving me...
1days together with you is equal to 1 hour without you...
and that 1 hour is not easy to go through...
i have my life...
my job, my work.....
my family....
and my son....
there are all very important...
just dono when, you slip into my heart...
and here you go...you replace everything with your shadow...
your smile is now every where of my heart...
when i saw your status change from single into in complicated...
my heart racing so damn fast, but my mind is calm...cuz i believe in you
i did....
and that's why i'm freaking happy after you change back to single....
why can i calm my mind?
cuz i believe every things you told me before...
those things you tell me face to face...
' take good care of you ' the promises i made...not only to you...
i promises to her also, that give me 1 extra reason to fight...
is been a while that i didnt stay awake till i saw sun shine...
just to wait you back home from your night activity ...
it remind me on the first time i did...
waiting you to back home and watching to wake up from the dream with a smile...
is what i willing to do for the rest of my life...
i love my life and i love you more...
hope to hold you hand like we use to be...
