I dono what do you try to tell for that status you post on sunday night...
but i wanna tell you, I Ain't giving up...cos i know i love you...
YES, you are right that i dono how to go AIA...but i dare to try and risk...
i did lost my way somehow, but i still manage to get to the right track...didnt i?
'why u did this?' you always asked after we argue...
the answer is simple...and yet i never really tell you face to face....
' I just want to see your smile again'...just like that, that my answer...
cos your tear really make me lost my anger and freak me out when you cry...
is...just how i care about you...
yes, you are right that i cant buy you anythings you need now, cos i'm not rich like others...
and i know that is not the main issue...it just a way to make me give up of you
but,it is just for now...i can promises with my pride,i'll give you the life you want in future...
yes, i cant replace paul no matter how...but i'll prove to you, i'll love you more than he ever did...
when your account suspended, you say you dont need my help...
and i'm freaking out to try my best in anyway that i can help...
at least i did save some of your photo...those which i know it vy important to you...
i gone through your photo 1 by 1...
your smile is really pretty...just like an angel...
can tell that you are really happy when you are together with him...and i'm glad...i did hold you with me...
i'm jealous about him...so freaking much...
to spent every day with you is just what i hope for...
do you ever think that i'm not willing to chat with you through phone...
dont...
cos you have no idea how happy when i'm on phone with you...
that is the happiest moment of my day...is true...
you voice is the best melody that i ever heard, and i would be rather deaf if i were live without it...
....baby girl....your world ain't different with mine...
your world have 24 hours per day, 60minute per hours....just like mine...
in your world, you laugh when you happy, moody when you sad, stress when facing problem...just like mine...
you eat when hungry, you slp when you tired...just like i do in my world...
nothing different...
i did try my best to give you time...till i'm miss you...till i'm freaking out...
i'm annoying...and is impossible that you miss me...it hurt me deep into my heart when you say that....
but after a while...i still miss you like usual...
think of you before slp, and dream about you... it already become a must in my life...
......i wount believe whatever you post on your wall...until you tell me face to face...
cos i'm strong enough to take the impact when i'm in front of you...
......i wount give up my hope even you did leave me...
not because i wan 'face', not because of revenge,not because i not brave enough to live alone...
it just simply giving up is not in my nature,especially smth that i believe and the girl i love...
why m i doing this? i dono...i just wanna see your smile again...
holding your hand where ever i go...it is what i wish for...
is vy lovely of it...
i never hope that this note will having any effect on you...or make you back to me...
this is just simply what in my mind and i wanna share with you...
and i hope you can feel me even once...
i love you...just the way you are...
i'm happy for those you promised...from the first time till now...seriously, I'm glad for all that...
i glad you smile to me when i need...
i'm glad you call when you break...
i'm glad you miss me...
i'm glad that i'm able to hold your tear when you cry...
i'm glad for your love...
i'm glad.....for what you did...
even our time is short...but i always hope that i'm able to hold you till your last breath...
even now...i'm glad...that i miss you
i'm glad i love you...
i'm not giving up cos you make me feel stronger time by time...
i'm not giving up cos i believe i'll be your future...
i'm not giving up cos i know what i love...
is just you...girl...
i'm silly enough to fight for it...
i'm silly enough to bear sadness....
i'm silly enough to wait....
but...
i know i'm not silly to fall in love with you...
i know i'm not silly to open my heart to you...
i know i'm not silly cos you worth for me...
dont be stress baby girl...dont be...
i'll bear the stress all by myself if you afraid of it...
even if it going to crash me...it worth
you have things to share or tell...do it face to face...
look into my eye and told me what in your mind...
pls dont feel annoying about this...
i'm not a crying baby, and i ain't crying...
i'm happy that...i'm able to fight my future to make some1 happy...
this time...i'm not rush for your answer even i wanna know it so much...
do take your time...1week, 1month or even 1year...
if you already hv an answer...pls consider again before telling me...
when you considering...it also giving me time to growth...
i'll become stronger and able to take care of you no matter what...
i cant promises a vy rich future, but sure will fight for a wonderful future...
i cant promises to be a perfect man, but i'll be a man that can take care you in old age...
a lot of things that cant promises, but i can promises you i love you...
no why...just love...
i know you not perfect, but i wanna be the perfect1 for you...
mayb not now, but i sure will....
i'm waiting for some1 i love, not waiting some1 to pick me up this time...
i wouldn't wait at here, but i'll walk slowly to wait you walk to my side.
i wouldn't crazy emo for missing you, i'll smile to you in my heart every day...
cos i'm in love with you...